Wednesday, March 02, 2005

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thoughts: it has begun... and it's gotten dirty

right. so you're wondering what this is about. well... it's my parent's divorce proceedings. for those of you who don't quite know, sorry can't really fill you in.

like all divorces, it's not pretty. and it doesn't look to get any better. especially after the last offer they put on the table. sure, it looked good. apparently "no strings attached". apparently. but we know otherwise. there's much more to a deal than what they offer. there are always implications, hidden meanings and unspoken obligations. all of which aren't nice.

it's one thing to be honouorable, to uphold your principles and be reasonable. it's another to play dirty. so why the hell does he have to play dirty?! what's he getting at? it just shows that things haven't changed. not at all.

but it's a test. a test not to stoop to his level, to take the same approach. the ends DO NOT justify the means. i repeat, DO NOT.

like my bro said, no point selling your soul (figuratively) for money. in this case it's the kind of money he's putting on the table. like i said earlier. the deal has implications. and they aren't nice.

so i'm behind mum all the way. even if we get nothing out of this. satisfaction is what you're not going to get. that's what you want isn't it? well, i'll tell you this - you won't. not at all... perhaps you think it's foolish pride on our part. but when you want to force mum's hand, to distract her, to force her to make a choice that she doesn't want to, to make her go back on her promise she made to God... then you've gone too far. there's no turning back now... not at all... you want to see us? fine. if that ever happens, i'll spit in your face... screw you... you bastard.

till next time...

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chr1s0ng put the word on the street at 7:38 PM
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