Tuesday, October 18, 2005

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thoughts: unthinkable...

yes. unthinkable. never thought it would come to this, or that it would get this bad. but it has. People complain when 'shit hits the fan'... but when the shit hits the fan and ends up splattered all over the room (and all over yourself), THAT takes the cake.

sometimes you wonder if things could get any worse... and when they do... that's when you learn you're multi-lingual in vulgarities (sign language included), and that they can actually be strung together in a sentence (e.g. "KNN, you think you're some big F***ing A**hole or what? dare to give me this kind of 700 {mispronounced in chinese} face? *cue raising of middle finger*)

so why did it all end up this way? i don't know... but people *trying to* push their own agendas, and for those caught in the middle, then that's when the shit hits the fan. I think it's made worse by the fact that those caught in the crossfire try to hold on to their integrity, to what they believe in, that things should be done the RIGHT way though it's just so tempting to settle for the easy route. and then they wonder whether it's all even worth it, whether fighting for the cause is worth the sacrifice. and when you throw in the towel, well... then the shit hits everyone else.

but well... how much is the cause worth fighting for, and how much will you give up is your choice. these are the tough calls in the game of life. the bad hands you're dealt. but you can't help but wonder.... "am i fighting a lost cause which would ultimately be detrimental to me as a result of my sacrifices made for it?" as they say:"the road to hell is paved with good intentions". only you'll know if that's true.

till next time...

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chr1s0ng put the word on the street at 10:19 PM
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